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by Jean Pierre de Caussade
While
I find no trace of deliberate sin in your behavior, I do find a multitude of
faults and imperfections which will do you much harm unless you attempt a drastic
cure. These include anxieties, vain fears, dejection, weariness and
discouragement that are half deliberate, or at least not sufficiently resisted,
and that constantly disturb in you that interior peace upon the need for which
I have been insisting.
What
are you to do to prevent them? First, never cling to them voluntarily;
secondly, neither endure nor resist them with violent effort since that merely
strengthens them. Allow them to drop as a stone drops into water; think of
other things. As St. Francis de Sales says, talk to God of other things; take
shelter in your refuge -- the interior silence of respect and submission, of
trust and complete self-abandonment.
How
am I to behave, you may ask, if whether in this connection or in others, I
commit faults, even voluntary faults? On such occasions you must recollect the
counsel of St. Francis de Sales: neither be troubled that you are troubled, nor
be anxious that you are anxious, nor be disturbed that you are disturbed, but
turn naturally to God in sweet and peaceful humility, going so far as to thank
him that he has not allowed you to commit still greater faults.
Such
sweet and peaceful humility, joined to trust divine goodness, will calm and
pacify you interiorly, and this is your greatest spiritual need at present.
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